I started M. Scott Peck's People of the Lie: The Hope for Healing Human Evil.
What
draws me to Peck's books are his stories, particularly the ones
pertaining to his experiences as a psychotherapist. In my latest
reading of People of the Lie, Peck talked about two case-studies: George, and Bobby.
Let's
start with George's story. George was a successful salesman who ran
into a problem: he was having obsessive thoughts about his own death
(among other things). For example, he crossed a bridge, and the thought
occurred to him that this was the last time that he would cross that
bridge, for he would die if he crossed it again. But it was an
important bridge on his sales itinerary, and so George late one night
drove miles back to the bridge to cross it and thereby to quiet his
obsessive thought. Or a thought occurred to George that he hit somebody
on the road while driving, and so he'd drive for miles back to where he
came from just to make sure that he didn't. These thoughts were taking
a toll on George's health and his job, so he went to see Dr. Peck. In
the course of their conversations, Peck learned that George had a
horrible childhood (i.e., his schizophrenic dad beat his sister's kitten
to death), that George's marriage was on the rocks, that George showed
favoritism to one of his children while alienating his other kids, and
that George was afraid of death.
But George did not want to
confront his demons, for he wondered what the point would be of fretting
over such problems. And so George made a deal with the devil, whom
George did not even believe in. The deal was this: if George had (say) a
thought about dying the next time he crossed a bridge, his fear would
actually come to pass if he did cross that bridge. Or his
favorite son would die if he gave in to his obsessions. George was
feeling good as a result of this pact, yet he felt slightly guilty. And
Peck's response was that it was good that George was feeling guilty,
for George was cravenly seeking the easy path as opposed to the right
path. George's obsessions were signs that he needed to deal with
certain issues, and George was choosing not to do so. George and his
wife continued in therapy, and George became stronger. As Peck says on
page 34: "He was able to realize that in these negative feelings, in his
sensitivity and tenderness and vulnerability to pain, lay his
humanity. He became less Joe Cool, and at the same time his capacity to
bear pain increased."
Now for Bobby's story. Bobby was a
teenager whose older brother Stuart shot himself with a .22 caliber
rifle. Bobby became depressed, his grades plummeted, and he stole a
car. Bobby then saw Dr. Peck, who learned at least two things: that
Bobby was fond of one of his relatives, Aunt Helen, who lived miles
away, and that Bobby's parents gave to Bobby as a Christmas present the
very rifle that his older brother had used to kill himself.
Peck then met with Bobby's parents, and this scene appears to be important in People of the Lie
because Peck feels that Bobby's parents were evil. Bobby's parents
were working-class people. They told Peck that they did not try to get
therapy for Bobby because they were working on weekdays and could not
take off work. Bobby's Mom said that she did not like her sister Helen
because she thought that Helen acted superior, when all Helen did was
run a cleaning service. Both of Bobby's parents told Peck that they
gave Bobby the rifle because they thought it was a good Christmas
present----did not every teenage boy want a gun?----plus they could not
afford another Christmas present, and they were unaware that their son
Bobby had requested a tennis racket. When Peck said to them that their
gift was problematic because it conveyed to Bobby that they wanted for
Bobby to kill himself, too, they got really defensive and angry, saying
that they don't always know what to do because they don't have the level
of education that Peck does. When Peck suggested that Bobby live with
his Aunt Helen for a while, Bobby's father became belligerent, but Peck
replied that he was trying to keep the issue within the family, yet he
would involve the law if necessary. In my opinion, this overlaps with
something that Peck says later on in the book: that raw force is the
only thing that evil people understand. Peck reflects that Bobby's
parents should have tried to convince Bobby that his brother's suicide
was not Bobby's fault, or that they should have at least sent Bobby to a
therapist if they felt that their own resources were inadequate. But
they did not do so.
Peck characterizes Bobby's parents as people
who did not want help in addressing their own character defects, plus he
felt that he did not like them because they were evil, and evil people
tend to repulse others.
Both of these stories hit some nerves.
Do I, like George, tend to look for the easy way rather than the right
way? Should I confront my demons and my negative feelings, or should I
ignore them in order to feel better and to get through the day? Do
people dislike me because they sense that I'm evil, and my evil is
repulsing them? Like Bobby's parents, I tend to have resentment about
people, and I am reluctant to provide emotional support for others. (In
my case, it's due to feelings of awkwardness and inadequacy, but also
not wanting to be inconvenienced or emotionally drained.) But, were I a
parent, I hope that I wouldn't be as callous or as uncaring as they
were in their relationship with Bobby, and that I'd at least be open to
seeing what I did wrong and learning what I could have done better.