My Sugary Good Mood

You know, I really don't like being in a giddy mood. It's like I'm eating too much sugar. Plus, I'm like Becker: when so many things are going well, I expect for something bad to happen that will make up for all that good. It's like a rubber-band snapping back after it has been stretched. (I believe that's what Becker said.)

It seems like people have been nicer to me this week, plus I've been more outgoing. Granted, a lot of women turn up their nose at me, but that hasn't bothered me as much this week.

But I don't like being in a good mood. I long for a flat mood. I also like a passive "Who cares?" mood. But I don't like a sugary good mood.