At church this morning, the theme was God having a plan for people’s 
lives.  That message somewhat took me aback.  Why?  It’s standard 
Christian fare, isn’t it?  I think the reason is that I am a bit 
skeptical these days.
I can understand my pastor thinking that God had a plan for his 
life.  He looks back, and, even though there were disappointments, 
things turned out all right for him.  He wanted to be a minister but 
could not go to seminary, so he went to a business college.  There, he 
met the woman who would become his wife.  After his wife died, he heard 
sermons that got him through the mourning process.  He was preaching in 
various churches, and opportunities opened up for him.  I’ve sometimes 
wondered: suppose I gave my pastor one of my atheistic books.  Would 
that shatter his faith, as encountering other perspectives has shattered
 the faith of so many pastors?  I doubt that it would.  He looks back at
 his life, and he believes that God has taken care of him.
In my case, I have disappointments and regrets, and I am still 
waiting to see if God will bring forth good.  Deep down, there is a part
 of me that believes that God will lead me to a job so that I can store 
up money and eventually pay off my student loans (as I do my part and 
look for the job, of course).  I have to have hope!  Do I believe that 
God has a foreordained plan for my life?  Well, I’m a bit skeptical 
about that, but I will continue to pour out my needs before God, hoping 
God will lead me to something.